Scientologist E-mails His Trials With C of S

"Magoo" <Magoo44@charter.net>
Scientologist E-mails His Trials With C of S
14 Oct 2003

I have been in touch with this person for some time. This was the latest e-mail, and he Ok'd that I post it. This really gives you a first hand communication from someone on the inside, and what is going on re ARS, too.

"Tory, I've told you about everything going on with me and Scientology. I told you about the $XXX,000 loan they wanted me to take out for processing up the bridge, and I told you about the visit I made recentley where they wanted to con me into doing word clearing and redoing the (Course). Then I was asked to write a disconnection letter to my ex (who works for a ____--I didn't tell you that) and a guy that I did XXX with and later joined the sea org... only to exscape and went on to "squirling"

This is the truth. I do not want to disconnect from the ex because of the affects it could have on my XXX year old child I should not need to explain more. Besides, I get along well with the ex, even though they're totally against Scientology.

At least they give me custody whenever my child or myself desires, which is about 90 percent of the time. I refused to write a disconection letter. Then the E.O. said I must be connected to an SP. He asked if I was still in com with ARS. I told him I did lurk, but never post there. I had to give him something else to focus on, rather than my childs family member. Try to understand that.

He said that from this point on, he was my only lines to Scientology and I'm in the confusion condition. I was told to write up all overts relating to lurking onto ARS, then I have to get meter checked. Then I have to do word clearing on the XXX course, then retake the course.

The E.O. also said someone would have to come to my home to check my computers to ensure that ARS and other critics websites have been removed because I can't be trusted.

Tonight my family member, who is a real expert with computers (really!!) said someone from ____ (Location withheld for saftey of poster) tried to access my computer -- to find out where I'd been.

He said he put a bug into their system and they would have to replace their routers because he disabled them. I have no idea what he's talking about, but he's way ahead of most people when it comes to computer knowledge. He came to me and said someone was doing this from (town withheld) ____ and he said it was coming from Scientology.org.

I have no idea, really but my (family member) is as sharp as they come with computers. I'm certain they more than met their match.

I'm concerned. I trying not to be paranoid, but I know things are happening. I've seen several PI's in the neighborhood. I definately saw one today after going to the XXX. Maybe they're watching someone else.

I realize this sounds like a script from hell. They are paranoid arn't they? I didn't mention any names I had been in com with something that I was pressed for. I promised not to do that, and even though you might not care, a promise is a promise.

There's a Scientologist (good standing with the Church -- 25 years) that gave me the same advice as you did -- (advice removed as this info will help them track this person) -- I told them about what he said, but not his name, they pressed hard, but I told them he is of the XXXX and I could not reveal his name. He lives _____. He (E.O.) was obviously upset.

Well, this is the latest. I said I would keep you informed. It looks like extreme ethics conditions if I want to stay in the church. I made a joke: He still has some sense of humor... at least a smirk.

Any suggestions?

Confidentially,

XXX (Name withheld to protect the innocent from a mafia group operating from "the Church of Scientology")

I wrote him a reply, and asked if I could post this. This was his reply:

"Tory. You gave me the best advice anyone ever could ''Follow your heart.'' It is your trust, link to love, life and happiness. Basic stuff, but more realistic than what Scientology offers.

You got it, babe! So do I.

You can post anything you want to -- per what I said -- Just change the names, etc. to protect the innocent."

Amazing that people have to do this, all because they want to stay in touch with their families, and because of Scientology's insanities.

How sick. Shame on you, OSA!

Tory/Magoo ~in the light~
In for 30 years
Out for 3 years
For thinking for myself, and speaking my mind, I am now:
Declared SP (SP 6 ^with Cumulative Cluster)
Expelled from C of S (whoooo hoooo!)
Free at LAST!

For more information, please see:
http://www.xenu.net
http://www.xenutv.com
http://www.torymagoo.org
http://www.lermanet.com/cos/toryonosa.htm
http://www.altlregionscientology.org
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