If you were ever in Scientology, and finally wake up and leave,
one of THE biggest problems I've noticed is "Trust".
First off, I trusted Hubbard. Then I found out he was a liar, but
only after I'd left.
Then I trusted DM and RTC:: That I pieced together while "in"
they were con men, so this was really "First".
Next? OSA: I trusted those people for a long time, believe it or not.
They knew just the right "LRH REFERENCE" to show me, or have
me listen to, to answer my questions and keep me on the string.
When *that* Hit me---it was truly like a frying pan hitting me in
the face. (I didn't realize about Hubbard until after I'd left--I never
read any of those "entheta" --factual-- books while
"in", so I was still loyal to "Ron" when I left).
However, keep in mind, for me, OSA consisted of my auditor and best
friend, Bill Yaude for the heavy stuff (Opening up the phony Internet
accounts to attack the Internet)
http://www.lermanet.com/cos/toryonosa.htm
So when *that* hit me, it wasn't just "OSA Is a bunch of
criminals" it was OSA AND My trusted auditor were criminals,
and ready to do great harm to me, if I ever told anyone. THAT was what
destroyed *my* trust.
Ok, so finally one leaves---that was just my little story about trust.
Next you have, depending on your level of what they consider
"important"
Next you have OSA and their lying, creepy tricks run on you.
Again, your Scio-Truman show of TOTAL TRUST has been burst open, so now
you're kind of hanging out in the wind with the: "WHO DO I
TRUST ?" question going.
That takes some courage to get over. I've found it's key to
healing, just for the record.
I also realized it was one of their biggest games, at least with me,
(and others---as they've told me so): Trying to make you feel like
there's NO ONE you can trust.
Well, here's the truth: OSA you have failed, utterly. As a result of
your creepy, on-going jack assed attempts to ruin my life, you've helped
me get THE biggest "Case Gain" EVER. It's all I wanted while I
was "in" Scientology, and never got. Now I have it, thank you
VERY much.
So my advice to all who are in and thinking of leaving, or those out,
still trying to 'get it together' is this:
My blessings to all, and my thanks to every single person who
helps expose this insidious CULT of Scientology.
--
For thinking and speaking my mind, Scientology declared me
a "Suppressive Person" (SP 6 ^Cumulative Cluster :)
& Expelled me from The Church of $cientology :)
Free at LAST!
(Read, Look, Listen, Make up your own Mind)
magoo44@charter.net
"They, who give up essential liberty
Tory/Magoo ~Dancing in the moonlight~
In Scientology for 30 years, out happily for 7 years!
X-Sea Org, X-Staff, X-OT 7, X-Class 4 auditor
X-OSA Volunteer after 20 years (Mostly in PR)
X-Executive Director of SPL to handle media
X-Top Secret OSA Int Internet Mafia, Until I realized what
they were really doing and soon after left C of S forever.
http://www.xenu.net
(What Scientology Doesn't want you to know)
http://www.xenutv.com
(Excellent videos)
http://www.torymagoo.org
(My writings about Scientology from ARS)
http://www.lermanet.com/cos/toryonosa.htm
(Top Secret Int Mafia) or Type in Scientology in Google
Burbank, CA
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